The truth is, I spent only 2 to 3 months as a trainee. When I first entered the company, they gave me a CD to practice my singing and dancing;
One day they told me to follow them, I did and asked where were they taking me? They said I was now a member of Super Junior; I was struck dumb and said "Super Junior? Me?" It was really unbelievable at that time, Super Junior had debuted for 6 months, they were still newbies compared to the world superstars now on Strong Heart, and they already had 12 members, if I joined them it would make the total 13 members, which would definitely cause the members to hate me;
When I first met Leeteuk-ssi, I bowed (not 90°) and said "annyeonghasaeyo……", he replied "Greetings should not be done like yours." I hurriedly bow 90° to him;
At that time all the members stayed in a large dorm, all of them had beds except me; When I entered the dorm I asked where my room was, i got a reply "Just pick a place to sleep", since then I slept in each and every members' room for a month, I slept in Yesung's room, Ryeowook's room, even Sungmin's room; I endured this kind of life for 9 months.
One day Leeteuk-ssi said "Maknae, go and cook me some noodles." I said "Yes" and went about it, but it was hard to gauge the amount of water needed for cooking noodles for 10 people, and the noodles turned out soggy; Leeteuk-ssi took a bite, threw down his chopsticks and asked "Who cooked this noodles~!"; I could understand what he was feeling at that time, the feelings of 12 members becoming 13;
At that time, Kyuhyun-ssi hid his drinking from the other members, he came to my room and laid on my bed saying "Ryeowook-ah, I'm so tired……" He started crying, like how they did in the movies, so I told him "Who is it? I think I can sympathize with your situation, is it that person?" He replied "It's Teuk hyung……"
When we started with "Twins" & "Miracle" we didn't clinch any No 1, but we finally got FIRST when we were promoting "U"~! The members were so touched and couldn't stop crying; I was very happy too, it was my first win as a singer and I wanted to cry badly but the thought of "Who am I to cry with them?" stopped me, I assume that the other members would be thinking this too, so I forced myself not to cry;
I kept my tears in all the way back to our waiting room, I kept thinking "What have I done to deserve to cry with them" to force myself to not cry, at this moment Leeteuk-ssi and my eyes met, he came over and gave me a hug, he said "Kyuhyun-ah, you've done well."; My emotions ran ran free and I replied "Ne, Teukie hyung." I hugged him tightly, and this was the moment where I really felt I was a member of Super Junior.
Heechul: What will you do when i’m not around? Eeteuk: Take care of Heebum and Baengshin Heechul: Very good! Eeteuk: Lead the dongsaengs well Heechul: Good job~ Eeteuk: ….. Heechul: What else? Eeteuk: There’s more? Ah, i’ll remember to mention you when we win. Heechul: -____- Not this! Eeteuk: What else more? Heechul: Teukie ah, help Heechul take good care of Park Jung Soo.
please forgive all my mistakes that I did to you all… even when I was using nootherfaa account also this anootherfaa account… I hope if there people who was getting hurt by me… I hope you can forgive it… I’m not perfect as human… thanks you so much.
I'm sorry I wasn't there when you debuted. I'm sorry I wasn't there when Henry and Zhoumi were introduced. I'm sorry I wasn't there when Kyuhyun had an accident. I'm sorry I wasn't there when Heechul had an accident. I'm sorry I wasn't there when Donghae's father died. I'm sorry I wasn't there when you were still 13(+2). I'm sorry I haven't been to any of your concerts. I'm sorry for not being able to buy all your albums. I'm sorry for being a fail ELF. But, I will always Prom15e to 13elieve.
In 6th grade.. Hyuk was taking a maths exam.. he was saying that back then he was really good in maths.. always getting 100marks.. then Kyu said' stop lying 'ㅋㅋ anyways... once when Hyuk was taking an exam.. his teacher stepped out of the room for a while.. then evryone in his class was talking.. and right before his teacher came back in Hyuk said ' Ah I hv to go pee' then when his teacher came in.. he/she called out.. 'who just said he needed to go pee.. come out right now..' so in the end his teacher ripped up Hyuks exam paper bcause he was 'talking' +_+ .. and he was saying this was one of those moments where he felt soo unfair ..
I know that. I know I'll wait, I think you will too. Some of us will, some of us won't. Sometimes if people's heart get broken easily they'll leave you little by little. We are not sure if all ELFs are like us. We the strong ones, can make it but can other ELFs can? If only I could, I would make their hearts stronger like ours but I can't. Not all of us are strong. That is what I'm worried about. I myself am weak but for SJ. I'll fight.
Don’t worry!! Even a weak persone can wait if the love for Super Junior is true!! and if not then I’m sorry but that means they were just fans and not ELFs!! I myself just like you am weak, very weak!! but I know how much I love them and that’s what makes me strong, and that should make all the weak one’s stong too!! I’m really proud of ELF, I hope that we and Super Junior will last forever!! n___n If we’re sad because some are in army we should just watch things when they were all together!! I’m sure that will make us happy again!!